To be honest....

Saturday, February 07, 2015

I know I should have something beauty-related scheduled, however lately I've been so down...There are some posts finished but not published yet....I know it's none of your business and you don't want to read about it but everyone faces an obstacle in their life which keeps them from moving on. I know a lot of people suffer from depression, which isn't my real state of mind, but I do feel like that way from time to time. It's not healthy and most people don't want to deal with it or even say out loud that their life is no that great (as we portrait our lives as perfect on the outside), And I might not be sober, however I do feel like I should talk about it. I started this blog because I felt like I needed to share a lot of things with people out there and couldn't hold it to myself anymore. There comes a time in everyone's life when everything is shifting and turning around and you don't know which path to chose. I know I've been struggling if I should even keep my blog all out there and public with you.  Why is that ? ...I love writing about products, however sometimes I dont't feel like I have support from anymore and I know many bloggers have experienced that, Blogging is a hobby not a job ! You might be wondering why this Slovenian girl likes to write in English...I figured out I feel more comfortable and less vulnerable writing in English - this language might be in my life for only 10 or more years but it has been my safe place and everything I do - I do it mainly in English. Off to the subject I talked about...Nobody really wants to show their emotions to all the people, especially not the ones you don't know personally - I've learned that and didn't even want to discuss about it ... I know this post might be useless, but I know there are a lot of people (even the ones close to me) who suffer from depression or are feeling bad/sad about their life, so I wanted to start this topic again. Sometimes I do keep my thoughts positive, but in this world, nowadays it is really hard.
I might delete this post in the morning, but it's your choice if you've read it or not. To be honest It's been hard to even write this. I have to confess that I'm not the most soothing person when it comes to comforting other people, just because sometimes I don't know what to do to make them feel better. I do feel sympathy for all the people who are struggling with their life, just because I know it feels like to be torn apart.

So, here's my story...what is yours ? .. it continues,,,,

Love, Simona.

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7 comments

  1. Podzravjena!
    Želela sem ti samo sporočit, da mi je tvoj blog zelo všeč in da si mi precejšnja inspiracija. Upam, da ti bo čimprej uspelo prebroditi težke čase, vedi pa da nas je za zasloni veliko ki te podpiramo in občudujemo!

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    1. hvala ti ! :)
      je fajn vedet, da nekdo ceni tvoj delo ! drugač pa vem, da ma vsak svoje težke čase ampak sem se sama uprla na blog, ker se mi zdi, da je edini prostor kamor lahko pišem kar želim :)

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  2. Se bo mogoče slišalo klišejsko, ampak včasih rabimo tako obdobje, da smo potem bolj srečni. Jaz si to razlagam, kot da rabimo slabe dni, da jih lahko primerjamo z dobrimi in tako bolj cenimo dobre :) vsaj to si jaz rečem, ko se po kakšni taki depresivni epizodi počutim bolje. Upam, da tvoje obdobje počasi mine in se boš kmalu počutila bolje. Si mi pa ena ljubših slovenskih blogerk in te redno spremljam in imam zelo rada tvoje objave. Ne vem, če ti moj komentar kakorkoli pomaga, ampak res držim pesti, da prihajajo boljši dnevi :)

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    1. vem ja, čist maš prav :) ...jaz sem imela zadnje čase več takih slabih dni, zato sem tud tole spisala, ker mi je malo prekipelo :)
      in hvala za lepe besede, se bom potrudla, da bo boljše ! . zarad takih komentarjev se je vredno trudit na nečem kar te veseli :)

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  3. <3 <3 <3

    Pridi že v Ljubljano, da te peljem na en masten hamburger in da te napolnim z pozitivno energijo <3

    Drži se bejba, tudi jaz te zelo rada prebiram :) <3

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    1. pozitivček ! :)
      se bom potrudla, da se zmenim kako in kaj :P

      in hvala ! včasih se morejo zgodit tudi take stvari :) <3<3<3

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  4. Torej imaš obdobja depre (ki ni isto kot depresija). Tudi sama se od časa do časa soočam s tem. In to ni nič slabega, čeprav je tisto obdobje za nas sivo in brez pomena - ampak verjemi, da se vse zgodi z namenom. ;)
    Sem vesela, da si napisala nekaj na to temo. Žal živimo v čedalje bolj natempiranem času, in bo podobnih zadev (duševnih problemov in motenj) vedno več, saj sami od sebe velikokrat pričakujemo preveč, prav tako posledično pa tudi drugi. Mene osebno moti zelo to (se opravičujem, primer iz zdravstva, ker to delo obožujem), da če je človek hospitaliziran v splošno bolnišnico, je to normalno (ubogi revež, itd.), če pa je hospitaliziran v psihiatrično bolnišnico, pa ima takoj oznako norca in podobnih izrazov. Ljudje tega še nismo izkoreninili, in tudi ne vem, če kdaj bomo, ampak meni osebno je to ZELO moteče. Nikoli ne vemo, kdaj nas lahko doleti kaj takšnega. Psihičnih pritiskov je čedalje več (predvsem na delovnih mestih), in vsi tega ne prenašamo enako. In ko se stvari kopičijo...to je kot balon, ki ga napihuješ - enkrat poči. Ampak mediji, filmi,...so naredili svoje, da so si ljudje ustvarili sliko, ki niti približno ni tako negativna. Negativno smo ustvarili sami. Joj, sem se preveč razpisala, oprosti :/
    Sama imam rada takšne teme, in že preden sem začela pisati blog, sem razmišljala, da bi kaj takšnega začela pisati :) No, nekaj malega sem spisala, ampak je to v posebni mapci, ki ni namenjena objavi. čeprav me zelo mika, da bi kdaj tudi kaj objavila. :)

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